okay I see how this url became like a realllyyyyy pathetic diary and I really doubt and /hope/ no one reads this.
First things first, IM SUCH A FUCKING OVER DRAMTIC DRAMA BITCH/DOUCHE/CUNT I have never been so annoyed and bothered by myself
I assumed things too easily and I made him look like a fucking douche and I was so fucking wrong and now I fucking wow shank myself thank you.
If I were him i’d push myself off a bridge cause im really that stupid ugh cries.
IM FUCKING GOOD AT FUCKING THINGS UP AND I FUCKING SUCK
FIX THIS CAUSE I RUINED IT
what am I doing writting a letter to someone who doesn’t even think about me anymore…
April 1, 2013
I know, theres a good chance you won’t see this..but…right now, I’m so heart broken…I loved you, but I guess this love wouldn’t last forever, I didn’t expect it to…but not to be that soon. I love you, you know that? I never told you. That I felt like you were the only one, that I couldn’t see myself with anyone else other than you, no one is like you. Krystal was so happy when she finally had an appa….ah -laughs- Please be a good boy okay? Don’t make your mom angry anymore arraso? arraso??! Don’t do anything rash cause you know I’d worry if you do, please don’t cut yourself while shaving anymore and please don’t get electrocuted by vacuums anymore, pabo….saranghae , thank you for coming into my life, thank you for loving me so much, I loved your hugs and your kisses and your cocky attitude. You made me love Zico again, thank you. To be honest I never liked zico because i’ve been hurt by zico’s before. At least you said goodbye, you don’t know how much that meant to me…yea I cried and cried but when someone leaves me they never seem to say goodbye…and you did. And you don’t know how happy that made me. pabo…forever yours? Remember when you said you were going to make me yours and I kept insisting that wouldn’t happen?
pabo…i’m the pabo…I fell for you so hard, you never told me your magic. How you made me fall madly in love with you.
You will forever have this tag
You told me to forget you or hate you, but I can’t you know I love you so much… did you read my inbox that said "The amount of times I want to kiss you and tell you I love you is more than the vast number of stars there are in the galaxy?" that will never change. I love you, forever. I promise you.
be good for me, please be happy for me, please find someone who can love you and cherish you for everything you are.
You were always perfect to me….